you know, even before you leave, that this trip is either incredibly dumb or blindly brave. that there's no real way to navigate through this adventure without a single incident. you know how you feel, even if you don't know what to do about it, and you have a good enough idea of his interest to imagine that being on a beautiful island together and alone for an extended period of time could, and probably will, certainly make things complicated. you've undeniably felt the pull that he talks so much about, and you don't think you're alone in that. do you...